Back to normal, again

So, PMS got the best of me again. I have to be extra alert during the days of the 22-27.. I seem to be prone to emotional outburst. Anyway, I started my fall classes this week and so far so good. It feels good to be back in college. I like my sociology class and my effective speaking class. I felt a bit shy at first, but it's coming back to me. I have psychology tomorrow. I learned that -ology means the study of.. and sociology is the study of social behavior. Factors that affect social behavior are education, economy, religion and collective choice? Anyway, so far, both of my professors seem nice. I think i will be able to work hard, enjoy the class and earn an A in both. Very excited.

I got hit on twice today by the bus driver and a passenger, all while looking a mess. I went to Brooklyn Bridge Park to watch "The Shining" by myself, and I enjoyed it. I couldn't help from daydreaming about how nice it would be if I had a male companion with me. No big deal. When I do start dating, if I do, I'd like to go there and chill. Have a picnic with food from the store and just read together or study. Anyway, I enjoyed being there by myself, and I like spending time alone. I was contacted by two guys on Yahoo, but I am not trying to date and be distracted anytime soon. At least not until I get my first semester underway .

I need to be focused and prioritize. I used to pick friends and pleasure over responsibility. So now, I have to put school work first and everything else after. I also have to be more aware and alert of the process that I am going through and not let it be a blur.
All my crazy love talk was all pms, and I am back to not wanting anything to do with my ex. I don't know why I immediately go to him, but I guess it is because that is the closest thing that I've experienced in true love.

I am working on bettering myself. I don't really want to be around my some of my friends for months now. I need some time away. They will get over it. E's made a fool of herself many times. So has Chad. Best thing to do is go low key and resurface later. I am living my life and keeping positive.

Enough of that.. moving on and back to me. I started working out again. I have been having chest pains and the doctor says my blood pressure is a little high on my heart's side, so I decided to work out. I did 30 mins yesterday and 30 mins the day before. I am going to aim for a full hour today. My aim is to build my thigh muscles since they are the biggest muscles I have and will burn more.