Time's a changing and so have I

(From the archives-This was a message for certain people who were taking advantage of my kindness with crooked smiles.)

People are capable of bringing out the best in you, and the worst, if you let them. I find myself so much more content and jubilant when I do not have to endure ignorance and negative energy. Who doesn't? Please, do not work my nerves! Do not drain my energy, attempting to strip me of my true essence. Do not cause me to be the Bitch that you bring out when you cast your negativity and doubt towards me; be it direct or indirectly. Do not underestimate my persona and mistake my kindness for weakness. Or, confuse my generosity with being pretentious. Partaking when I give, then turning around and judging me for my possessions. Can I live?! Speaking with a friendly tone in my presence, all awhile boring my back with Envy's eyes, lashing out jealous words with that same tongue. Why? Unconcern yourself with what I have, what I do, what I wear, how I live, or where I live for that matter. Why do you care? Ignorance: Please keep your labels, gather your things, and keep it moving. Thank you. Confuse my niceness for softness and you will be disappointed. I do not retort with negativity without provocation. Provocation! Provocation! Too many times have I been provoked! Mild Tolerance and then I combust. This is the end result of your negative tones and behaviors, Words are not a necessity for me to see your true colors. Vibes are strong and I feel your energy, I do not take pleasure in being rude or nasty, as do some. However, I will address you and your ways. When I find myself outside of your presence, my true peaceful essence shines through. Does that mean that I put on a show? No. I do not involve myself in superficial relationships and I let it be known by not appeasing you. Your response is defensive, which is expected, but please, wipe that shocked shitless look off of your face. Didn't you think that over saturating me with your bullshit would make me overflow? Caution! Watch your step! Or it will mark the soul of your shoes. It takes a while to remove that stain of disdain and disgust from your repetitious ways. Negative words, I dismiss! Negative conversations, I dismiss! Negative energy: RETURN TO SENDER. I dismiss those who want to see me fall..In their words and in their thoughts against me. Their thoughts, the wickedest of my enemies. I cherish those who exude peaceful and positive vibes in my life. Stay blessed and together undoubtedly we'll continue to strive. For those who do not mean me well: Why are you still here, consuming my energy? Stop consuming my energy! Better yet, I've just stopped you. I rather walk my life's path without you, rather than be tolerant, and let you further attempt, to tear away... at my genuine being.