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Yesterday is almost a blur. I walked from Grand Army to my school near the bridge at first on my own free will and then by the realization that I had no other choice. I went through bank nonsense which was eventually situated and while I had a paper to write by 6. I had conversations with people in which I felt like I was there but not conscious. It was as if I had stepped outside of myself and I was just functioning. I have three papers due for Tues. I deliver s speech today which I am still working on. I came in ready to pass out in my bed. Brando and I talked last night but I hardly remember what about. My legs are killing me from the walking and workouts. Ugh! I just need a warm bath and a weekend away. This is one of those times that a man would come in handy since I feel like being in the mountains in a cabin but I don't trust mountain folk. Only two days left for this week. BLURRR. Everything is flying by. I need to stay on my toes and get these assignments done and out of the way. Thankfully, I've been able to sleep throughout the night now. My mother says it's because she blessed my bed and cast the demons of insomnia out... whatever. It seemed to have worked. Two weeks and counting for me sleeping like a normal human. I made the mistake of having to cracko-colas yesterday which kept me up until 1 or so with Brando. I had to not fall into the cycle and force myself to bed. On a good note.. My pms week is non-existent. I'm neither bitchy, irritated or emotional. Just extremely bloated and nonchalant. I was so passive about the bank situation. The online rep wrote that he knew I was upset but yet I had to force myself to not say... No, Mark. Really , I'm not. It's whatever right now. Blah . Anyway, I need to get ready and head to the pc lab to type these papers and buy poster board for this speech. 19 school days and counting.