More DEFINITELY than MAYBE

I was re-reading my Blog header and I came to the realization that I was kidding myself. I hadn't only been on hold romantically and emotionally, I placed myself on hold in general. I wasn't doing the things that I needed to move forward. I was avoiding the real world while staying in my own, working for myself and resisting going with what was expected. They call my type "Non-Traditional". I realized that I was actually staying safe in my corner out of fear of rejection. I actually became a bit shy over the last couple of years. Sure I was content with a carefree life for a while, but it even that gets old. I remember someone saying when you get knocked down it may seem bad but from there, there isn't anywhere else to go but up. I think I am finding my way...