Is this what I'm in for?

So, this afternoon, Mr. West and I were supposed to meet at 4:45 in front of our new meeting spot. Only, he didn't show up. I waited, and waited, and waited... and then went to the lab to message him to which I got no response and then I returned and waited 10 more minutes before I went about my business. That was 30 mins in total wasted. So , I left him a message which he says he got hours later. At one point I was seething although I told him that I wasn't angry. I guess I was more disappointed than anything. Today I had actually begun to consider dating and possibly a relationship. I began entertaining the thought and then he stood me up because they argued. So, is this what I will have to deal with from here on? If I choose? We aren't even officially dating yet and look. Idk. I started letting my guard down and beign stupid and thinking about him and whatever and blah. What made it worse was I don't think he realized how bothered I was and sure he asked and I lied.