I can not believe I signed my silly ass up for TWO classes on a Saturday morning. I don't know if this is my "ladies days" talking but I am so ticked off rignt now. I just came from my English class. My 9 am on a Saturday morning. The class seems like it will be interesting. I was a little intimadated at first but I eased in and got into my normal participative role. FFor the first half of the class, all I could think about was how I would be able to drop it. I spent so much of my time debating whether to drop the class or just stick in there and earn the three credits that i hardly finished his assigned in class essay. It was his way of seeing where we are in the class. What a way to start! He asked if anyone likes to write for fun. I raised my hand. He asked me what do I like to write baout. Me, like an idiot, said I blog and mentioned this, and then I said I also write novels, I want to have a publishing firm, I write( I still haven't specified what about) and then I stopped when I realized I hadn't been specific and people are probably staring. He moved on. I did redeem myself when he asked about the characters in this short story that we are assigned to complete. Yes, the author pulled on of the classic okey dokes and left us, the readers, to figure out the ending. I'm sort of excited about finishing his story because I have a few ideas of how to spin it. I like creating stories so that would be fun. Nonetheless, I'm in here on a freaking Saturday! I was actually 15 mins late which mean I will have to get up at 6 :30 the latest to get ready and be on the 7 :30 bus. This is some bull...
I re-read the professors reviews and he was given lots of praises and they said he's an easy A. Why do I feel like I don't believe that? We have 6 600-700 word essays to do. Ok. No problem. My last English class required 600 words and I kept writing 1200+_,allbeit great eassys. I guess the reeal issue is having to be challenged. I don't mind it but I am also adverse to facing failure. I'll be damned if I get anything less than A, but at the same time, I feel like I may be in a position where I am not the best. Of course, I know that I am not always going to be the best student in the class, but these people, classmates , are already annoying me. Oh gosh and to makes things worse, this annoying ,overly made up bitch that I encountered in the library with Ish yesterday, is in my class! Maybe it's my period, but she annoys me too. She was talking about how she got a D in one of her law classes and was so upset. All I could think was, maybe if you put on some clothes (she was wearing some sweater dress in this cold ass weather) and scrapped the eye shadow off (purple in the day? I remember those days), you'd be a better student. MaybeI'm being unfair, but I doubt it. Got to go. Lab.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
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