Ho-hum

I've had two plates of spaghetti for breakfast and I'm still hungry. WTF?!

25 is around the corner. RUN!!!

I have three weeks to enjoy my freedom.

I got an A in speech class.3.925 -Term. 3.60 CGPA

That electric mini drama has been fixed and I'm back in business

I'm waiting on a 4 page letter.

I re-scheduled my spring classes because my Eng Prof had a poor rating. She isn't fucking up my GPA. So now I have Eng on Sat morn instead of Tue and Bio on Tues instead of Sat morn. All of my profs have great reviews, I read that my math prof is a cutie. Lol, oh this should be interesting,,,

I am trying to keep myself away from falling into something that I don't want to deal with right now. I'm aware of what I am doing and what's going on right now but keeping myself and emotions at a safe distance . I'm detached in a sense. How do I do it so well? IDK. I do know that the last time I tried to fight it - I didn't even see it coming- it took me 5 years to get back to normal and walk away. I'm not falling for it again.

I'm still waiting on that 4 page letter.

Mr. West is trouble . I'm staying in my corner with my gloves and a stick.

Why do I feel totally different this year. It's only 7 days in.. One week exactly, and I feel like all the bullshit from last year is part of an old me. I feel free, Maybe completing my goals for the year is what makes me feel so different and my life feels more purposeful. IDK. i just feel like I have grown immensely in the last year and I feel so in tune with myself this year. Like a woman who truly knows what she wants and is not wasting time or settling for anything else. I feel like the burdens and the drama have rolled off of my shoulders and I am fucking amazing right now because I said I would do me and I sure enough did and still am. I just feel free and extremely ready to make this my serious year of attaining every goal that I've put forth. It's been a long time coming for some positive change .

25 is around the corner.. I'm ready.

Maybe it's the fact that 25 is around the corner. I'm feeling more like a grown woman and less like I am trapped between being an adult and mommy;s baby.

25 is around the corner... got to get shit done!