So stressed

I feel like I'm going to throw up.

This is the type of miss your period kind of stress.

Last night, one of my brother's friend's got drunk at my house and was borederline beligerent. He had to send him home after he kept telling my mother she reminded him of his grandmother and it's not my brother's fault. That's how I knew his dumbass was drunk.Imagine this asshole is making noise at the house at 2AM in the morning on this quiet block. It was so embarrassing. You are the company you keep and I told my brother to tell that drunk to beat it.I came home near midnight expecting a quiet house and I come home to this shit. To make matters worse, Mr. Clean and I were talking on the phone and I kept having to interrupt our convo. He was nice about it and said he understands since he lived with his teenaged brothers at one point when he was younger. Plus he's a guy. So he knows. He's always encouraging me to not stress myself out. We talked until 2 in the morning and then he texted me good morning and we talked randomly throughout the day.... I don't know man..
Too add to the pot.. I saw Mr. 4:!5 today. Another thirty something with kids and a fine body. I hadn't heard from him for two weeks and I didn't think anything about it. i figured maybe he was one of those assholes who got the number and then that's it but he did wake up to drive me to school without my asking... So I got on the bus and he told me his phone was stolen and he had no way of contacting me and he kept looking for me but I haven't taken his bus in two weeks..not on purpose. So I sent him my number again. The man is still fine.. but I find myself more intrigued by Mr. Clean. Right now though, I don't feel like being bothered with anyone. I am so stressed that I can scream. Checked the horoscope. Peek the irony. My stomache is in knots. I'll post my horoscope later.

Pretend like it's later'
Monthly Romantic: April
ARIES
March 21-April 19

Family obligations could start feeling overwhelming on the 1st and 2nd. Don't be surprised if you aren't feeling particularly romantic right now -- after all, if you're spending your emotional resources on family issues, it makes perfect sense that you don't have all that much energy left over to devote to butterflies in the stomach. Don't worry, though -- as soon as you get some of these other issues cleared away (say, by the 4th), a little romantic tickle will make itself felt. Is that a ticklish sensation brought on by a feather to the nose? Or a pair of fingertips to the torso? Either way, you will be belly laughing before you know it. Keep your focus on the other person on the 8th and 9th, and things go from kind of possibly-flirtatious to oh-my-goodness-romantic. Try a new date idea out on the 13th or 14th. Ever gone dancing at that rooftop disco? Why not try now? Who cares if it's cheesy -- in fact, that will make it that much more fun. Why not plan ahead on the 19th? Make sure you two are on the same page, first, though. On the 28th, you want to slow down. Nothing is stopping you! Don't fret on the 30th. Things will get romantic!