Speechless...

I am so ready for someone new... almost..
So, I am absolutely in love with this song entitled "Speechless" by Beyonce. I actually respect her a whole lot more now after hearing her chops on this piece. I have been playing it on repeat, thinking about nothing in particular. Not sex or "love making"... OK, maybe just thinking about a guy and me harmlessly flirting. You know, like how we do when we first fall for someone.

Anyway, back to reality. Today was a good day. I managed to print my HW with like five mins to spare. I am so tired of sweating. I can't wait until it gets cooler. I can't wait until I start shedding weight. I really want to drop at least 10 lbs. Long over due. I worked out for 42 mins today. I have to plug that in my AOL journal.

Sociology class was good. We talked about the meaning of Mechanical and Organic Solidarity and what are the differences. We also talked about the four types of suicide according to Durkheim. There are four elements of solidarity. Volume, Intensity, Rigidity which is the clarity of the beliefs and Content =religious or secular. I will need to re-read my notes this weekend. There are four types of suicide with relation to society Anomie, Egoistic, Altruistic and Fatalistic.

Anyway, I went to the library and read chpt 1 for psychology. I understood some. I will go back to the library to read the rest and perhaps do my Sociology HW for next week. I am also going to do chpt 14 for Speech. That way, I wont fall behind. Got to remember to do my English Comp assignment. Whatever it was, she talks to much but ah well. I want to get all of next week's assignments done by Sat and I will.
I feel good. Almost finished with my first week and I will be prepared for my second.

Back to the song. SO , I'd like to meet someone who makes me feel like this song, but not yet I don't need to be distracted too soon. Just someone to talk to .. maybe..someone who is so wonderfully different that he leaves me "speechless". I'm loving the new me by the way. Loving it!

I don't want a crush, but I want to like someone a little, and I want him to like me too. We can share awkwardly shy looks, smiles and flirt. We can walk across the bridge together or sit by the pier. Grab a bite and chat in the park.. or something. Someone who I can have a special moment with and connect on an intense and deep level, and he should be in school too so we can be supportive of each other's goals. We can go to the library together and study without distracting each other... too much. I think I am just in love with being in love right now thanks to this song, but I can't turn it off. At least I'm not crying....
Just fantasizing about falling in love with someone.. That's progress.
I realized I haven't been sleeping until the morning.... uh oh.