Keeping things in perspective.

I am still sick with this sneezing and blowing of the nose crap. In another one of our late night-early morning convos in a row, Akeem mentioned that he would have made ginger tea for me, if he were here. I thought it was sweet. Especially since I mentioned how good it was for my cold a few weeks ago. Anyway, he still makes me comfortable. No pressure. He confided in me about some thing that was very sweet and sensitive. We talked about everything and anything again. We joked about what we would talk about when we actually meet. We talked about us both being virgins to love making and our sexual styles. We match very well. Very, very well! We discussed our sexual pasts and did the hypothetical about our own intimate encounter. I liked that he suggested we get tested together if we ever took that step in the future. I can already imagine the passionate, intimate and animalistic moment that we both painted out in our hypothetical, but then I had to stop. Celibacy may make me crazy and I appreciate him for not being one of those men who initiate and dwell on the sex issue. He is very respectful in general.

I am not going to kid myself. I have never met him and I refuse to get too emotionally entwined with someone before we meet face to face. What if we don't have that chemistry when we meet? I don't want it to turn into some " I don't believe this shit!" awkwardness in which he looks nothing like his pictures. So, I am keeping the bar low.

As far as I am concerned, his pics are a fraud.
He is an old man, in his late fifties, has three teeth, a growth on his neck, a limp, and he uses a cane. He also suffers from baldness and has three kids. Oh, and he collects social security.
See??
Nothing at all like the delicious abs having, sexy -all teeth bearing- smile giving, beautiful eyes piercing, lean muscular built having, no kids, wife, or drama hiding, gym membership and sensitive side sharing, Barnes and Nobles frequenting and Starbucks aficionado-ing (not a word) 27 year old that he tries to portray. Lies!