Idiot

Dummy. 2 hours not four.That was a fool talking back there. Silly me thought I could go to a lounge on a Fri night and come home to do papers and just go to school. It would have worked had I not had drinks and then more and engaged in convo with Tallahasee. I found myself waking up two minutes before my second class. Lesson learned. No drinking heavily on Fri nights or getting home after 1. Idiot.

On another note, I had a good night out. Yes, I still went out. LP called me a socialite for going out two nights in a row. Ha! I told him if he only knew. In any event, I won't be playing socialite again until May. I have to step my game up for that English class since I'm borderline now and I got P's for all the other classes. I don't want to drop it. I have to talk to the professor and make sure I still have a shot of getting an A or at the least a B if I hand in all of my papers. Sigh. Those people from the Honor Society mailed me again with more news. I had a difference of opinion with my mother about staying at City for another semester so I can be inducted with the chapter. She wants me to stay even if they may not have the classes I need. She says take something else but don't miss the opportunity. Crazy. Blah. I need to talk to a counselor and weigh my options. Too many decisions. I don't want to defer my application for the spring semester. I've been saying I am transfering to Baruch since I started but she says maybe God is setting me up with these scholarships and I could also apply fo the school's scholarships now but I'd have to stay there for another semester to get them. Eh. If I find enough classes to take there that I need for Baruch then I'll do it. Maybe. Eh.. SIGH!