Just let me grab my purse.

On the ride home from an unsuccessful attempt to party on Fri night Mara said, " It's Saturday. I can't wait to see my boyfriend. Bff said, " It's Saturday. I can't wait to see my girlfriend." I thought.. Ir's Saturday. I can't wait to see my bed.

I was watching last week's episode of The Game where Mel gets a bold new attitude about her life, dating and not defining things. I've done that all already and didn't find the new Mel all too appealing as she just began looking slutty while trying to juggle men. Her attitude was a bit put offish and it was with no surprise that by the next episode she came tumbling down from her new dating high. I know someone who claims to be juggling men and trying to "live". It seems as stupid as it did back then and I'm under the impression that she's taken on the Mel's attitude after watching the show. She'll learn. Either way, I find myself feeling more disinterested in the whole thing. I've been feeling like I really don't want to share myself with anyone permanently right now. I'm not into dating because I have no energy for it and I'm not interested in relationships or putting up with anyone right now. It just seems so blah. I feel so uncommitted and free minded. I just want to go back to the museum and grab some sushi to eat in the park. Maybe alone. Maybe not. Anything platonic. You would think that being around people who are in relationships or those who are serial daters would make me want to join the game, but I can't think about being tied down or doing the dating dance. It's turned me off in some way. On the other hand, I've finally decided to take Derwin up on his offer and go out with him this week for drinks but as friends. Trey wants to get together so we can hang out now that he's no longer upset with me ( I knew he'd get over it). Me? There's only two weeks left in school (Aww it went by so quickly!) and I am excited about wrapping things up. I just want to enjoy my freedom and do a lot of things in the city that I've been putting off for a while. I'm def going back to the MET this week and maybe I'll finally see a play with someone before the year ends. Either way, I'm stepping out and doing me.